Then, in the sun it would look like this.
To put this in perspective: here is a before and after– this was right after the change.
But, am I going to roll with it for as long as I can, yes.
I’m not rebellious, I’m really not. Here and there as a teenager I would get a bit snippy, but rebellious? Nope.
I never dyed my hair (apart from a few highlights once a year or two basically), I never got a piercing or had a secret tattoo… I just sort of did my own thing.
I think the worst thing I’ve ever really done is been on my iPad (rip iPad) for too late and eventually that became a bad habit that I’m still dealing with today. Sleep is not my friend, it’s “the one that got away,” if you will.
Is my sleep schedule something I’m working on though? You bet.
The point of this blog post was to say that sometimes things just aren’t going to go your way. And even though it seems like this is how it will be forever, it won’t.
People are constantly changing, life is constantly changing, years from now all your going to have are memories of what was and whatever is ahead in the future…
While I don’t want to be just another name from a hundred years ago one day, I also don’t want to pretend that I’m going to be someone spectacular that everyone remembers, if that is most likely not the case.
But, I know that I am the only me and I have complete freedom to do what I want. And while I know half of the time things don’t go as one plans, it’s important to sometimes just accept it, give it some time, and focus on yourself and where you’re at in the moment.
In this moment, I am in school, working, a smidge heartbroken but recovering, and, blonde by accident.
Now, I know this is a random list and there is very little detail, but sometimes you don’t want to give the bad days the spotlight.
So, I’m going to leave on the note that I’m indecisive on simply letting my hair grow out, dying it back to brown (ah dye I don’t like this stuff), or keeping my hair up in a hat for a little while.😅
It is soon winter after all. ❤️
Thank you for reading my random post 😄