Category Archives: Songs

Not Yours 

** I wrote this back in November. I’m sharing it now because I’m going through old notes, and am finding a lot of poems, writings, pieces, whatever you want to call them.ūüĆłAll I want to add is that a whole lot can change in just one year.ūüé¨** 

It’s been next to five months and I can still feel his lips on mine.

 I can feel his arms wrapped around my waist as he pulls me in for a hug. I always loved those. 

I can sense his eyes as my own follow a page of a book. 

I can hear his heart as it asks to be mine, but I refuse to take it. 

And now I understand why he ran when I finally came to the decision to express that I loved him. 

He couldn’t handle me. 

Back and forth I went, in fact I made a bet with myself on when he would get sick of me. Purely because, I wanted him too. 

I forced my way out of his heart in order to protect my own.

 But what I would come to find is that when I felt the time was right, he would vanish because something pretty and new had walked by. 

 And it was no surprise to me that I couldn’t keep his eye. 

But what would provoke me to believe I was at a loss when he had given up something he couldn’t see, something he defied in every sense of beauty, someone who claimed she was the queen. 

Oh dear heart, if only you knew. 

It was his choice, not yours, to let go of you. 

Genuine Music and Genuine Soul

Unless you’ve been living under a rock (assuming you’re not Patrick Star that is), you should know that Harry Styles is kicking ass in the music industry.

He’s making a mark, his own mark with music influenced from what he enjoys listening to and what he would listen to.

“Sign of The Times” has been out since a couple weeks ago and just recently on Saturday Night Live (SNL) he debuted another song called “Ever Since New York” which I have to say might be even better than the “Sign Of The Times” track.

I’m writing this simply to let you know that Styles is worth listening to whether with old or young ears, it’s a new vibe that isn’t electronic or auto-tuned to the hilt– it’s fresh, new, and genuine from the artist.

Music like this, is music that will never go out of style.

Also, I have to add that Jimmy Fallon and Styles were Amazing on SNL. Amazing with a capital “A.” Both are hilarious, both are talented AF, and both do something to me heart I can’t describe besides make it smile.

Love,

Nat

P.S. I watched Moana for the first time EVER last night (finally!), and that Disney movie is fantastic. Go watch it if you haven’t, just go. ‚̧

Also, The photo on the SNL set I believe was taken by Rosalind O’Connor (who’s amazing, at least from what I’ve seen over on SNL’S Facebook page. ūüôā

Taylor Swift Songs That Will Help You Get Over A Breakup

It’s no secret that Taylor Swift has had a lot of past relationships. But it’s also no secret that miss Swift holds many well deserved Grammys, CMA awards, as well as many other music awards she rightfully deserves. She also holds the ability to connect with her fans and write songs that quite honestly make one feel like she’s stolen their journal and written a song about their experience. Without a doubt, whatever situation you’re going through, there is a Taylor Swift song that can help you cope and describes basically you’re exact situation.

Whether you are the one who broke up with the boy, you’re the one who was the dumpee, or you’re friend stabbed you in the back, its going to hurt. And not just for a day, but for a little while, until you can fill that hole with something else. Heartbreak is no fun, and Taylor Swift, sushi, and massive amounts of chocolate are in you’re aid.

15. We Are Never Getting Back Together

For when you give¬†them chance after chance and you’re finally like “I’ve had enough, we are never getting back together, like EVER.”¬†Peace out girl scout ‚̧

14. All You Had To Do Was Stay

He wasn’t sure what he was doing so he left, or maybe you closed yourself off and he was on the fence about you,¬†but he wants another chance and you’re just like “look, all you had to so was stay!”

13. Come back be here

For those long distance relationships where you still love him, but you wish he was here with you right now at this very moment.

12. The Story of Us

when you aren’t quite sure what you are. Whatever you had kind of just ended and you’re constantly running into them. Not sure if you’re friends¬†or nothing really…¬†It’s just awkward and weird. My life story ūüôā

11. The Moment I Knew

When you finally realize he never really cared about you. He said he’d be there always, even when you broke up, and he’s not. Instead he’s flirting with another girl while you’re crying in a bathroom and everyone¬†contemplates what the hell is happening.

10. White Horse

He cheated, and you’re like “where did this come from?” The guy you thought was Mr. Prince Charming is a fake, a liar, and a complete jerk. He asks for you back and it takes you everything in you to say “No.” Also it takes¬†everything in you to be the bigger person and not say “go fuck yourself.”

9. Clean

For when you are at the final stages of getting over him.

8. Back to December

when you remember all the good times but also how you let him go because you thought it was the best thing to do. Now, you want him back, but there was a reason you broke up with him, you’re gut was telling you to. This is you’re apology for potentially breaking his heart.

7. I knew you were trouble

For the guy you know you shouldn’t be seeing, you’re whole being is telling you “no” but you can’t help but say “yes” when he asks you out. You think there’s something more to him but he’s just a big ole’ mistake in the end, proving you’re original theory to be right. Honestly, the beginning of the music video where she’s talking ¬†describes this perfectly.

6. Begin Again

For when you thought there was no way love would ever come back to you ever again. When you feel¬†like you’ll¬†end up alone¬†with five dogs. When its 4 am and you’re driving¬†around listening to sad tunes calling up you’re best chummy in tears.¬†But hey, believe it or not, this heartbreak will stop and¬†there ARE nicer people out in the world! Ones who won’t comment on what you wear or say their opinion is the best yet praise an open mind.¬†ūüėÄ

5. Dear John

For the guy that had some plans, not good plans, but with bad intentions and they hurt you really bad whether it is on purpose or not. Low blows are an absolute no.

4. Last Kiss

For when you’re feeling really emotional and are¬†remembering everything about them you liked. How everyting they ever did made you want to just hug them and they persuaded you to try things you¬†don’t normally do.

3. Tell Me Why

He was abusive. You’re glad he’s finally out of you’re life and find it hard to believe any human being could be so reckless.

2. I Almost Do

For when he pops into you’re head whether it b at 2 a.m. or in the middle of the day. Either way you miss him, but you know you can’t go back. You can’t pick up that phone and call him.

1. All Too Well

You cant help but remember him. This song might be one of my all time favorites of Taylor, maybe even songs in general.

Taylor Swift heals all, anyone who cant see her genius is crazy.